It has been far too long since I've updated ya'll on the current status of our Log House Adventure.
This whole thing has been one of the most stressful experiences of my life. As you all know, we were not looking to move. When we came upon this house, I immediately shut it down. It didn't fit with the picture that was in my head. But just as with anything that is good, my heart softened and I was willing to listen to what my husband had to say. As we prayed and talked about it, we both felt very called to slowly move forward. Through the whole process, we kept the same mantra,
"We'll give it our all, but if it doesn't work, it doesn't work."
So, that's what we did. We negotiated, we went under contract, we put our current house on the market, we wrestled with the bank, we cleaned and showed our house, we met with contractors, we met with inspectors, we figured out financing, and we waited.
With all of these steps, it was very hard to continue to trust in a plan greater than my own. Being a planner at heart, this whole ordeal went COMPLETELY against everything in me. I couldn't plan a darned thing and it made me so anxious. All I could do is trust that we were doing what we were called to do for that day.
As time went on, and we were nearing our 30 day's until closing mark, P and I had to make a decision. If our current home did not sell in the allotted time, do we close on the log home? We had a few offers for renters, could 'technically' afford to keep both homes for a little bit, but was that smart?
After a lot of talking, arguing (mostly on my part...thank you anxiety), and praying, we came to the decision that we should let the log house go. We decided that we were too young to be carrying two homes and if for some reason our economy got even worse, it would negatively effect the rest of our lives. It would ruin everything we had worked for thus far.
So, for right now, our current home is still on the market and we are hoping that it sells sooner than later. It could go a few ways:
1) If we go under contract on this house and the log house is still for sale, we'll go back to it and move forward.
2) If the log house goes under contract before we get an offer on our house, we'll take our house off the market. We're not looking to move 'just because'.
3) If by mid-April, our house is still on the market and there have been no offers, we will take it off the market. This can't go on forever.
So, there you have it. We are at complete peace with our decision but still hopeful that it will work out. We are learning a lot about being called to something 'only for a time'. All we can do is listen to the inspirations that we receive and follow. No matter what the big plan is, I know that it will bring me and my family fulfillment.
But, I will admit, I would REALLY like to be filled in, if possible. :-)